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@@ -33,7 +33,7 @@ I'm writing this on the morning of [[2025-12-07]]
I've been struggling to write a 600 word essay for my [[Access to HE Diploma (Medicine)|access course]] assignment. I've been writing loads, but I'm just repeating myself over and over as I start and then re-start, and then re-start... It's been frustrating. I don't know if it's an [[me ADHD Symptoms|adhd]] thing, or I just don't fully understand the subject. But I sat down yesterday and, with AI, I really nailed down the structure, and using the [[2025-12-04 1555 Essay Outline|PEER]] system with academic writing. And in no time at all I got a rough draft done, just like that! It was easy once I'd understood the subject and essay structure better. I've spent a redonkulous amount of time up until yesterday effectively going no where. This is a big achievement!
[[Jessica Louise Hodgetts|Jess]] and [[Isabella Jaime Hodgetts|Bella]] stayed at [[9 Shugborough Close|nana and grandad's]] last night while me and [[Erin Mary Hodgetts|Erin]] went to [[Zoe||Zoe's]] (Erin's work friend) surprise 50th Birthday party at the [[Michelin Sports Centre]]. It was a good night. I'm finding that I getting better in social situations, I just have less anxiety, more confidence. I want to talk to people more, it's enjoyable. I don't know if this is the [[ADHD Treatment]] at work, or whether [[Volunteering|volunteering]] has pushed me out of my comfort zone--if I can walk onto a ward and introduce myself to a complete stranger, put myself out there and initiate it, when I don't have any other agender other than to have a conversation (which is my nemesis), then doing it at a party, with familiar people, is waaay easier.
[[Jessica Louise Hodgetts|Jess]] and [[Isabella Jaime Hodgetts|Bella]] stayed at [[9 Shugborough Close|nana and grandad's]] last night while me and [[Erin Mary Hodgetts|Erin]] went to [[Zoe||Zoe's]] (Erin's work friend) surprise 50th Birthday party at the [[Michelin Sports Centre]]. It was a good night. I'm finding that I getting better in social situations, I just have less anxiety, more confidence. I want to talk to people more, it's enjoyable. I don't know if this is the [[me ADHD Medication]] at work, or whether [[Volunteering|volunteering]] has pushed me out of my comfort zone--if I can walk onto a ward and introduce myself to a complete stranger, put myself out there and initiate it, when I don't have any other agender other than to have a conversation (which is my nemesis), then doing it at a party, with familiar people, is waaay easier.
Although, I thought [[Sandy|Sandy]] wasn't his normal self with me last night., he's always been really warm towards me, but I sensed something a bit off. Maybe nothing, I'm probably just over thinking it. Erin's has mentioned in the past that he can be a bit possessive with his wife, so I'm mindful of that. My mindfulness of that may have changed my interactions with him, and he's thinking something's off but doesn't know what it is too.